the snake, the wolf

Blake Spear -- The Psychopath

- Blake Spear [ video footage ]
- Murderer || 21 || "Photographer"

Psychopathy - [ x ]
1. impulsive and reckless.
2. prone to aggression / thrill-seeking.
3. deceitful. conning. manipulative.
4. lack of sympathy and remorse.
5. inability to adhere to societal norms (rules).

✖ Aly/Blake


  • Who was the one to propose: Neither one of them remember who it was that asked. It started as an argument, developed into a paranoid trip where they were both convinced the other was trying to leave, became a shouting match, turned to sex and somehow ended with a ring on Aly’s finger and both laying in bed wondering how they got to this point.
  • Who stressed more over wedding planning: Aly did. It took a lot of time and careful planning for it to not appear in the tabloids.
  • Who decorated the house: Blake did, Aly just paid for it.
  • Who does the cooking: There’s lots of take out, and when one cooks, the other either helps or observes.
  • Who does the cleaning: Blake does, usually when he has nothing better to do.
  • Who is more organized: Blake is. He has plenty of time to organize everything.
  • Who initiates bedroom fun: It’s a pretty even split.
  • Who suggested kids first: Neither of them. Aly’s medication to treat a sunburn counteracted her birth control and when she wound up pregnant, that was the end of that.


# aly
There are all kinds of darkness,
and all kinds of things can be found in them,
imprisoned, banished, lost or hidden.

- Unseen Academicals


# quote

Onto Darker Horizons — Blake Spear [self para]


Like any extreme, unrelenting parasite, a new host had to be found once the old was bled dry. Deering had been exhausted of all its resources — its hiding places, its victims, its availability for extortion. He’d done what he could with it; devoured it for his many insatiable hungers. It was time to go. Blake was moving forward.

He had a backpack and a car, a list of cell numbers and a wallet overloaded with cash and cards.

He’d heard somewhere that there was a Nina twin running around, that his old friend and flame had taken the fall for his crime record, and that friends and enemies alike were headed to a bigger, badder city. And tonight, he was following memories, prepared to make new ones. Mostly for curiosity, obsessions … and a desire to conquer the great Los Angeles.

Armed with mostly stolen goods, a perfect ability to bullshit and a face that was far too innocent for his deeper character — Blake had plans for The City of Angels. So he packed up and left without a word. Nevermind that he left a trail of blood, tears and fire behind him. Things would be different this time.

Or would they?

Open Wound || Faye and Blake


Faye sat in a corner of Deering’s Library, a stack of books by her side. It had been a rough day. Faye woke up to her dad’s voicemail, giving her all day to think about his words. He had sounded so sincere— desperate even. Faye almost wanted to go back home, but she couldn’t. Being in the house with her father, knowing and remembering many of the worst bits of her life growing up— it was psychological torture. 

Seeking an effective way to clear her head, Faye sought out books at the library in which she could lose herself for a bit. However, Faye grew anxious and soon was unable to focus on the printed words. With a sigh of misery and a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, Faye was tucked away in a corner with only her thoughts of misery to keep her company.

Blake stalked in and out of the aisles with an armful of books — he often came here as a sanctuary. Nobody would look for him here. It gave him something to do. And he usually stopped by to skim through subjects he needed wanted to learn for the sake of bettering his own criminal lifestyle. Right now, he had various titles in his hands; The Anarchists Cookbook, for the bomb recipes, and various titles on car salesman tactics and reading people.

He saw a lone girl in the corner and was suddenly aware of his oncoming boredom and lack of patience for reading. So on a whim, as was usual for Blake, he maneuvered over to the girl and noticed she looked … very unhappy. So with a loud slam, he dropped all his books on the desk beside her and he smiled down at her. “Hey.” And he yanked up a chair and sat in it with the chair’s back between his legs.

"You look so forlorn. Want some company?"



"Run, Forrest, run. I’m sure all the critters are waiting for your raccoon-eyes to drag back a new batch of trash." 

"It’s not a fucking car show, stop looking like Christmas came early," she snaps. "I’ll say what I want. Let’s guess. Daddy’s an alcoholic and used to smack you— or worse? Did Little Willy grow up too fast by taking it in the back?" 


"Fuck-" She realizes her mistake a moment too late, and eyes darting to the paper in his hands, lunges forward and tries to snatch it back, a sort of franticness in her movement. 

"And for that new batch, I’ll be hauling you around."

He laughs. “It’s always Christmas for me, and I have a long list — usually other people’s shit, so I’d watch your mouth, rich girl.”

Blake’s smirk fades and he scowls at her. “If that were true … I bet I wouldn’t be the only one between us that was touched inappropriately by Daddy.”

He’s unfolding the paper and suddenly sees her pounce, so he struggles to clasp her fast her at the wrist and holds the note up high out of her reach, squeezing her at the arm. “Wow. Something important? Tell you what … I’ll give you a chance to tell me what it is before I read it. You have three seconds.”


The only things that would have made the X-Men movie acceptable would have been more of the Kleptomaniac and the entire ending re-written. Don’t try to argue, my friend.image

"I don’t know, man … that klepto kid looked really douchey to me."


# laken

Gucci, Dior, McQueen || Blake and Aly


Her gaze hit the floor when he sighed. For someone that sighed often, Alyssa Scott truly hated to hear the sound. No matter the situation, she always received the sound as one of exasperation. Was he already regretting the decision to bring her along? All she’d done so far was sleep and be emotional, which she had figured would not be the kind of company Blake wanted to keep. So when she saw him approaching, she braced for a talking to. A reminder that this was their temporary escape from that shitty little town in Maine and that she needed to leave the thing that brought her down back in it.

She bit her lip while she waited for the command, assuming the touches to her sides were the touches one gives to try to convince you they aren’t the enemy before they tell you something you might not want to hear. She waited for it, but instead he surprised her. Her body tensed in confusion as he wrapped her up; being held—especially by him—was still such a foreign feeling. Yet she found herself moving into the embrace as she often did with his touches, wrapping her arms around his middle and trying to understand why just being like this was soothing in itself.

I’m so sorry, Aly … things will be better in no time. I promise. Things will get better.

It didn’t sound completely right or real, but she hadn’t expected anything that sounded entirely genuine either. He’d warned her back when the incident happened that he wasn’t good at solacing others, and she had to admit that he was partially right. But even though it didn’t sound like he understood, because how could he possibly understand, she had to give him credit for at least attempting to cheer her up. That had to at least count for something, didn’t it? He had to care at least partially to even bother trying to cheer her up. He was doing what a friend did, even though he was awful at it, and that deserved some acknowledgement. “Thank you. It means a lot.”

Releasing him when he started to pull back, she smiled when he played with her hair, wrinkling her nose at him. It was nice to smile again, and she felt lighter somehow knowing that he accepted that she’d feel down. He hadn’t demanded her mood to change like some insensitive prick would, and she was glad that he was here with her, building him up as more than the frightening person he tried so hard to not let her see. Even that predatorial smile wasn’t all that unnerving anymore these days. She even blushed at the compliment. “Well, I do make for some pretty fantastic arm candy, do I not?” She asked playfully.

She could feel his eyes on her as she changed, and she ignored the feeling because she still wasn’t sure how to feel. The appreciative noise actually made her laugh, and she covered her face for a moment to keep her laughter from spilling out too loudly. Maybe things were okay after all? The change all in her head, and she had worried for absolutely nothing. That was what she wanted to believe and preferred it. Once he’d closed her zipper, she ran her fingers through her hair to give it a look of organized chaos. “I will.”


Aly grinned at him as he held the door open for her, spotting the glasses she’d known he’d stolen. For the life of her, she couldn’t understand why he’d done it when he had money that wasn’t his to spend. Maybe he just did it because he could? After all, all the trouble she usually caused was simply because she wanted to. At least they looked good on him; he had the good fortune of being built to carry clothes and accessories that were far out of his means.

He seemed to slip into an entirely different air around him, and it hit her almost like a wave. It was time to pretend, so she smiled that charming smile she’d perfected in front of cameras and gave his back a fleeting touch. A familiar and totally natural thing that eased an observer’s mind without realizing it, and she went straight to an employee. “Hi, my friend is from a small town and I want to get him styled for the city. Maybe you could help us get started?” It was clear that the woman either didn’t recognize her or was used to dealing with high profile clients, because the normal fumbling response never came. Instead she got a polite This way, ma’am and started off towards the higher end apparel. Aly looked over her shoulder at Blake, wondering if he’d ever been around such expensive wares. “See anything you like, Jay?”

Blake watched Aly wholly soak in the light and public atmosphere and radiate it outward like someone that was naturally meant for attention — which both impressed and pleased him. He liked attention drawn away from him. After her hand brushed his back, he sidled up behind her, greeting the employee with a silent smirk and following the two girls while lazily perusing the contents of the store. He had a tendency to zero in on expensive products, as he had an eye for value.

See anything you like, Jay?

"I like black and white. Clean cut and simple."

And red, he thought. Blake strolled up with his hands in his pockets, tearing his eyes away from all the dark colors and to the lighter things that looked more wholesome and innocent — a look he needed. But then he saw a casual suit, a slick black with a hint of navy where the light hit it. And he glanced back to Aly, scanning her fast.

"What do you think of this? It matches your dress, gorgeous."

He raised his brows to the lady assisting them, and she nodded. Then Blake adjusted the sunglasses on his head, keeping his thoughts to himself that he really wouldn’t mind shredding Aly’s dress to pieces while she was still wearing it.

Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and, most disturbingly, caring about nothing.

- Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran (via queen-poison-ivy)

(via queen-poison-ivy)

Voicemail from Clara

"Before you freak out and try to stop me, I’m already gone. I’ve been gone for a while now, but it’s…going to be permanent. I’ve moved to Amsterdam, where I plan on finishing out my schooling and starting over. A clean, sane start. But before I do, I just…thought I’d leave this for you."

"I wrote a suicide note once, during one of the darker lows I’ve experienced. Let me…find it. Hold on. Okay, I’m going to read you some of the highlights."

"On my neck is a certain spot, right at the base of my hairline, that I’ve always wanted to use as a canvas for a tattoo. I know this sounds silly and pathetic, but when I think of you, I think of your fingers brushing that spot when we were swimming in the lake. Do you remember that? The first night I was back from boarding school? I had missed you so much, and being back under that adoring gaze, that false confidence touch of yours, made me feel like I had never left. Like I had never been sent away. I hope you know that they sent me away; I hope you know that I would have never left you like that by choice. I hope you know…

What kind of person am I for leaving you again? 

To me, that spot is like carrying a little piece of you with me always. It’s more comforting than it sounds, believe me. No one else can touch me there. No one else can have a piece of me. Only you, because to you I would willingly give my all. Anything you could possibly want from me, you could have. I promise. Anything at all.

But I’m giving my life up to something else.”

"And I guess I am. Not for drugs or sex or money or reprieve. For happiness. For a chance to start again. For myself. This time around, I’m going to live for myself."

"I heard you, you know. In the bathtub. I heard what you said to me when the cold water turned on and it was just the sound of pattering on my skin and your voice. You told me you loved me. On the brink of death, you told me you loved me. So here, now, once again on the brink of death, I’ll return the sentiment that is so long overdue.

I love you too, Blake. 

It’s obviously too late for that to mean anything anymore, but I want that to be the last thing I ever tell you. I love you. I love you for the sorrow in your eyes, for the adventure in your blood, for the passion in your tongue and the yearning in your core. I love you for the bruises and the cuts. I love you for the times you held me in rage and grief and panic. I love you for never giving up on me - and on us - even when I did. 

I love you for being yourself and my everything when I wasn’t even enough to keep myself going.”

"This feels a little like dying, in a way. Killing off the old me so I can become someone better, stronger. I want to be the Clara you adored, not the one that fell apart there at the end. I think that, when we meet again, you’ll like me. I think I’ll even like me too. You will be okay; I know you will. And if you ever want to find me, just follow the path of destruction once you get off the plane. Ha, only kidding."

"I love you, Blake. And I want you to remember that you’re deserving of love. Don’t forget me, okay?"